Sometimes, I wondered if I would shout out to the world all my heart's desire, would somebody hear it? Or would someone even care to listen? Why am I feeling so alone?
I always felt so alone amidst all the friends I got. Ironic it is. Is it my fault that I bring myself to this state or is it something that is just ought to happen and I just have to deal with it?
I've been battling with confusions for so long. A text message says: I really don't believe in the word "REGRET." I just do stand with the phrase: " I messed up but I learned. " Have I really learned through all these years? I hate to admit it but I guess I haven't yet up to this moment. Sad but true.
I'm starting to feel the pressure right now. I'm trying my best to avoid all negativity but the more I avoid the more I see myself into it. Maybe it's the way of life, we have to face it and move on.
Life's a little bit cruel. When we thought that everything is well and going according to our own plan it gives us surprises that most of the time are beyond our expectations..be it good or not so good. These things are inevitable, it's part of living. It is up to us on how we will cope up.
My eyes are becoming heavier..
